suicide notes

2005-06-11T12:30:00.000-07:00

Hello. sorry people. but im too lazy to update here already. i have too many online blogs due to boredom. im only gonna update at my __easilyfixed livejournal and also farkyn.blogspot.com ONCE the new layout is readyyy. (pssst. & i dont know wen de boy is gonna make it! -.-) so yeah. ive linked everybody that has to be linked here already. bye.

visit, www.livejournal.com . sign up & add me.
visit, http://farkyn.blogspot.com . and tag us.
visit, my 2nd acc @ friendster. www.friendster.com .

boo

2005-06-09T23:26:00.000-07:00

hello yellow fellow! =D boredom. just woke up 26 mins ago by the sound of my hp blasting off to the used. yes yes, thats my baby ringgy tone. =D so yeah.. i wanted to sleep some more but decided not to cos if i do, i'll wake up in the afternooooooon! neways, im going out today so i need to bath and all later. =) been going out almost every single day of my holidays.. and yes, some of the days are of course spent at home ROTTING AWAY. so i rather go out then sit at home. i wonder how you all manage to sit at home for like most of the time per week. -_______-"
my holiday was okay thou. nothing much to spent. REALLY. unless you want roxy mesh caps and slings. you can get them there. but i dont really wear dem as they are getting way too common. if i were to wear dem, ppl wud mistake me for a roxychick or whatsoever. im not. =) i only like their slippers cos the designs are nice. huahuahuahuaaaa.. okay dad is drilling away. its so noisy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hurgh. okay larr. thats all i suppose.

=)

2005-06-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

i miss him so much.
i tried so hard to get him out of my mind.
but it aint working!
i cant even do de simplest math sum for shitsake!
buahahaha.. see lah. u pollute my mind.. ;p
but hey, its a gd thingg aint it?! ;)) - but mcm bad oso uhh.
HAHAHAHA. tkley blaja. =D
I JUST MISS HIM SO MUCH.
Every second i wonder..
what he's doing. has he eaten and all that shits.
god. i feel like smoking.. can i smoke? hahaa. ;)
I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM I MISS HIM.

cant this get any worst? huargh to yOuu!
im leaving tmr.
so 2 days widout updates from me kay? =)

-yesterday . june 4th.

sucha beauty.

fooling around. =D

so darrk alreaddy the place. -.-

ok dahh end! ;)

wooooooo.

2005-06-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

shoot me! im totally in love with SIDEWINDER. :D yes, shoott shooooooooot! *bang bang* haha. crapp. i love the ending. nice guitars.. & everythinnngggg!! oh heaven! :D

i love my pretty boy very much. :)

urrrrgh

2005-06-03T12:11:00.000-07:00

urrrghhhh!! my enter button is doing the crazy thing again. sometimes can press, sometimes cannot!! haiyooo!! msn sucks. -.- cannot press enter at msn but at here can. siao larr!! haha. so yesterday i went shopping.. mom gave me n sister an amount of money and we can spent em. i didnt spent much.. i still have abt 40 bucks or so in my wallet. i only bought a racerback sleeveless n a black beaded necklace.. and mom gave me a brown straw bag. thanks momsiee! soo urrrm.. i guess im going for another 2nd round of shopping. hahaha. i still got da money babehh.. so khai said wada and me got da jobb.. a 2 days job only. haha. i'll be giving out flyers for the RAAD event this coming saturday n sunday at Orchard Mrt. haha. wanna see me? go there k.. and that is, if wada is free on that day.. then i'll take the job... if not, for what kann!! hahaha.. oklarr.. im bored.. im SO HAPPY!!! baby is at SUNHAVEN already! yupyup. its like sooooooooo near my house. im still jealous of the nice beach like resort pool. bluergh! haha! ok im hungry. ooooh and i wanna go out. =( im outta here! =))

wokeh wokeh

2005-06-01T23:05:00.000-07:00

im waiting patiently for him to miss call me! hmph. hahak. well, so my day is pretty much a very boring day indeed. did nothing at home except laze around on the bed and also drooling on the comp and tv. Denise Keller is sucha hot girl despite of her wide mouth. ;)) i still love her and i love shan too from eyeforaguy2. too bad he's out. awww. sucha cyutie. haha. but my baby is MORE of a cyutie and his personality is better than Shan. But i dont think Shan is really sucha jerk. He's just broken hearted that .. all he did for Denise was for nothing. lol. okay stop the lecture kyn! ;) weeeee. effing bored. nobody is fucking chatting with me. owh.. even if they did, i'd be busy by then. hurrrrrrrrr. and.. hahahaha.. i just know that msn got myspace shit uhh? or izit msn space? i dono la! aiyoo. mcm2 lah. but im too lazy. just wanna change da profile cos the picture was zaman last yearrr nyerr + my status was single. so i wanna change it. ;)) weeeehooo. boring. ok till here. tatax.

happy 9 months!

2005-05-30T23:49:00.000-07:00

happy happy! met him just now at inter. proceed to dhouby. ate at mac. urrm.. slack awhile at varioussss places. off to somerset, bought usual apek ice cream. haha! ;) blabla. cthall~ bought ciiggiies, old chang kee, and 3 bottles of justtea water. =) had loads of great laughters, jokes, clumsyness together. i just love him so much! weee. ;)) lovely 9 months together. nyeh nyeh.
only wanna post 2 peektures ! ;)) haha. see my new ORANGE hairrrr. not that orange in pic thou. but in real life, yesssssss. ;p cheers! tc.

farn and kyn! wooo.

happy 9 MONTHS!! *1 finger missing.

okay, gotta call baby.

ohmy!

2005-05-30T11:18:00.000-07:00

as promised, i did re-bleach my hair. =\ and guess what the gold ash color turned into?! hahak. it turned into orangey-blondish-ashburnish-yellowishblonde-black!!! hahaha. yes. so many colors right. i look like a fucking ah lian with my striking hair. hahak. yes the two thick streaks infront brought up the striking colour. the rest is just highlighting of the tails and the top. =) haha. dont laugh at me when you see my ugly hair color ok! thanks to my lovely sister. hahaha. experiment. nyeh nyeh. what to do. i like to try new hairstyles and color. ;p teehee. okay im bored. waiting patiently for my bathing time then out i go to meet my baby! ;)) weeeeeeee. today is our 9th monthsery together. cant believe i actually can stay with my boyf this long. usually its only a few months since we dont get along. but nevertheless, im glad he came into my dull life. ;) i love him more with each passing day. believe me. xD okay enuff about tt! heeeeheee. i will surely post a picture of my stupid hair here or either at livejournal sometime today or tmr or the day after tmr. haha. yadayadayada! bored- okay off to chat with my crazy neighbourr.

Love farhan loads! ;D

nyeheh

2005-05-29T12:57:00.000-07:00

Hello baybehhs! ;p wooooooooooooo. the holidays is here and i forgot all about this tuesday, 22nd, 20th n also my math hw! hahak! ;p been having fun experimentingg(?) with my hair. hahak. and you know what it turns out like? i'll show you later. not what i had in mind actually! ;( so i hafta redo it sumtime later.. i bought the wrong dye.. i bought gold ASH.. heh! clumsy me! hehe. wasted my bucks. ok not mine. my mom's. well shopping online is so fucking addictive. yeap yeapps. loviing it! but i just stop shopping online cos i dont want to get too addicted! ;) i love my mom and i dont want her to waste her money on me! ;p weeeeeee. okay i think thats enough. shall post OUR pic. i love farhan more then i love myself. i dont get it why some girls have to play timer when they already have a boyfriend. its sucha cruel thing to do. ;( but hey, we're all different! so yeah.. its still cruel though! ;) takecare lovelies. tag farkyn lei! ;(

it turned different. =(
actually, there's more reddish/gold ash shades.
but cant be seen in this pic. ;p

hmmx.

2005-05-26T16:52:00.000-07:00

heylowha! =)) yepss. today is a thursday. cool huh. tmr's like the last day of school. i have to remind myself that i have to come back on the 31st may, 20th and 22nd of june for supp class. blahs! see. how cruel teachers can get. blah. i also got abt 6 chapters of math hw to do during the June Holidays. hmm. So looking forward to June Holidays! =D so yeah, these days ive been quite grumpy with everyone and i dont know why. but i think i do! hahak. ans: period. =) heeee. shud be lah! im not normally like this! its sooooo unlike me! hehe. im bored plus i have a mild headache but i don wanna sleep. (so at least i can hav a GOOD slp at NIGHT) i've just finished up chapter 1 of math focus bk. ms tay is gonna check it first thing tmr morning. urrm, n yeah. i kinda overslept today cos i was soooooooo use waking up by my sister's calling but now she's nt schooling anymore. hahak. mom woke me up anw, fyi. =) hmmmx. ive been stucking at home eversince last week. only OUT during weekends. kinda sian huh? haha. i wonder why arent you guys bored at home. =\ haha. i love the choc milk im drinking. so purely yummy. heeeh. oklar. shall not blabber anymore. =) shall update LJ & FaRkYn later! bye!

did you know that i am purely satisfied just by having you by my side?

screw it.

2005-05-24T16:30:00.000-07:00

haha! results are so fantastically wonderful. =p hah! BULLSHIT! i passed 3 subjects and i failed 3. =( no matter how hard i study i jus cant pass blordy all. ciao cheebye. maths + 2 combined subjects = down in the drain. hahak! gotta buck up. :)) so you people, dont ask me about my results ok. blooooordy helll. hahak! lalalala... tmr i have a stupid excursion. which i will be all alone. yeah .. bt nvm, mp3 cn save me. fuck this period. its driving me mad. yeah like madd. friends, boyfriend, family. whoever it is. i just get irritated just so often that u wont even hear me say a word. hahak. the whole day in sch i just slept. hah. bored. i just saw a card i made for my beloved sister AGES AGO. like when i was 6 yrs old. hahak. so cute and touching. so many drawings siak. lol. i love the times where my fam wud spend time together but we're busy with stuffs now. yakyakyak. =p 31st hafta go back to sch. lalalalala. siianess. ok. im off to do sum surfing and mind relaxing. bye!

xxxxxxxxxxxxx

2005-05-23T14:59:00.000-07:00

yakyakyak. heylow! =D im bored. mom's planning to book the hotel alreadi! hahax. this PMS cramps is killing me!!! its effing irritating. =\ *shrugs- met az just now cos hadta pass him his $15. step got motor only. hahax. nabey tingtongbell. lolx! sis's out. shall be home later with the bf. mom n dad is busy discussing inside their room. not shure whether their going out or not. i hope not! im so sian at hm! haha. ok the cramps is kicking my stomach again. haiz haiz! so tomorrow it'll be back to school aye? blaaah. BORING! hahak. tuesday wednesday thursday and friday & HOLIDAYYYYYY~! but i still have to go for extra chem/bio lab lessons. sian ryte!? hahak. oklarr. i shall go and relax and call the boy in 5 mins time.

I LOVE FARHAN LOADSIE. =)

7 more days. . . xD

wello yellow fellowww

2005-05-21T19:18:00.000-07:00

hello! yadayada.. so my saturday when like this.. bath at abt 1pm+ blablabla.. went to wlds.. met farhan! gagaga.. then proceed to his house.. watch tv, slack, eat, smoke, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! :D hahakkk... as im typing away he's on the bed, smoking away... lalalala sooo.. im still here at his house.. shall go back laterrr.. hopefully he'll send meeeeeee! hhahaha.. klarr. wanna surf the webb. tatax!!!!!

sadistic realistic.

2005-05-20T17:49:00.000-07:00

nyehello. =) sooo.. hahak.. was sleeping when my tutor called me.. say 5pm confirm.. then... 30 MINUTES to 5pm.. when i freshen up alrdy.. she said she got a sudden fever. so, cancelled again. :) haha. waste my time wake up only! tsk. i jus found out my comp suddenly cannot play mp3 music but can play midi. yah wtff. nyehh! so now, i just changed my layyiie. simple and uhh okay lah. haha.. kinda dull i know.. :) but nvm.. i miss my baby loads.. hopefully i get to meet him tomorrow. =)) if n0t, sunday wil do. my stomach is all crampy. huergh. paiiiiiinnnnn. -.- urmm. skewl has been pretty fine except that tchers are being inconsiderate AT TIMES. wednesday wil be going to a blardy heritage tour.. i don wanna go but was force by mdm sugu. HOW VERY THOUGHTFUL OF HER. =) so yeah.. thats all baybehh. cheers.

xxxxxxxxxxx

2005-05-19T15:31:00.000-07:00

my speakers is still being a bitch. yeah yeahjhhhh.. i cant hear any fuckin music.. but thank god i got my mp3.. :D LOVENESS. yeah yeahhh. baby's out jamming.. while me, stil here! AT HOME! SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH. stfu kyn. =) im loving experimental metal. weeeehooohohohohoooo.. ok mind my crapness please.. im just effing boredddddddddddddddd. ooooh! fuck it baby.. eh i can die of this boredom sia.. later must clean the smalliiieee freezer.. cos got alot of ice alrdy inside.. and the ice LOOKS GROSS. know why? cos its like reddy. confirm mixed with meat n fish blood.!!! yuckkkkkkk!!! seee. im so daring to clean up that kinda mess. cheh chehhhh. yadadadadada..boreddddooommmmm. lalalala... have not been attending skewl for urrrmmm 2 days! gonna go tml if i can wake uppp. if cannot then too bad lah! tido lah kau kat umah. haha. :D okla. shall end here. bored!!! bye!!

2005-05-15T21:31:00.000-07:00

http://farkyn.blogspot.com

tag please. HAHA. its DEAD! WOOOOOOOO.

urrm

2005-05-13T20:20:00.000-07:00

sorry! my blog suck at the moment. im just addicted to LJ u noe and ofcos, FARKYN!!!!! (farhan&shikyn; in full) heheh.. so if i dont update here...
it'll prolly be at farkyn.blogspot.com/ LJ username. =p ppl whu r close to me wil get my username n ofcos, be added to my frens list! ok im done.

i cut my hair today! yuppppppps. =p
sandstorm rawks.

ahhhhh

2005-05-12T21:29:00.000-07:00

mygawdd! Greg Uttsada Panichkul aka UTT is SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE. yes. admit it! his effing cute. like TOTALLY. yerpsyerps. ahhhhhhhhhhh. i MELT at his sight. haha. okay. Ellie should choose utt instead of that stupid fiance. haha. omg ok shuddup kyn. u noee his cute so jus shudup! haha.

and, nikki cox has too-huge boobs that it looks so fake lah farhan. hahaha..
okay lah UTT IS CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. blahs, enddd!!! :D :D

wanna chat wif manfred liaooo. byebyebyebyeee.

a change of layout.

2005-05-12T20:24:00.000-07:00

heya. change of layout but i didnt even upload the BACKGROUND AND STUFFS. see how bad i am. haiz. jus lazy lah but wanna change it. so uhh, whatever. haha. i miss my boyfriend! wonder where he is now. blah blahh. i love de layout. but i guess the bg and stuff wud go away anytime soon if i don upload! haha. ok then bye!

sex appeal.

2005-05-11T22:35:00.000-07:00

Why you so insecure when you got passion and love here ya always claimin I'm a cheater thinkin I'm up and gonna leave ya for another man you forgot that I need ya u must of caught amnesia dats why you don't believe her. Don't you worry bout a thing baby cuz you know you got me by a string baby. Don't you worry bout a thing baby cuz you know you got me by a string baby.

;P ciao.

2005-05-07T20:18:00.000-07:00

http://farkyn.blogspot.com/
http://farkyn.blogspot.com/
http://farkyn.blogspot.com/

DO TAG. THANKS.

=) goodbye to love.

:D

2005-05-06T19:45:00.000-07:00

exams just suckk. yeah yeah. so went to Orchard today. Met Wei fang at far east then she pass me the forever twentyone frilly skirt that i bought from her. thanks honey! =P so thank god it fits me perfectly. i also bought a black retro earstuds. simple lorr. wanted to buy green/pink. next time then! haha. sooo cheeeaaaap de earrings. =) hehe. wada also shopping ah today. lol. khekhekhe.. also tersrempak rezzuan. then tersrempak zera and dilah. =) waited for train with wada and dilah. went straight home. otw home saw firdaus. blahs. thats all. =) im not content with my life now. everything is WRONG. yes. it is. okay smallville at 0830. muackkiess! do tag. i noe, my blog is SOOOO dead! fuck it!

turn around and bitch slap somebody!

well what the fuck.

2005-05-06T13:09:00.000-07:00

everything is wrong anyways.
love da layout too bits.
english paper 2 is so hard. yeps.
i wont wanna fail it. =( ss too.
anyway, i dont know what i am gonna do wid me.
it all seems wrong but it feels so right.
it wasn't my fault that this happeneds.

okey, going out soon! bye!

mae- this time is the last time.

2005-05-02T21:24:00.000-07:00

a teeny weeny change of layout. look how layzee i can get. just by editting a picture and just by replacing the colors i have a NEW layout. haha. wouldn't call it brand new since its not. im brainnnn deaaadddd. so hungry. still awaiting my daddy's return. he said he'd be back by 8pm with the dinner. now look at the time!!! my stomach is growling. lol. okay. takecare. happy may days. =)

<3;
___kyn :)

gone so young.

2005-05-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

heyas. so today was just a stay home day. i think im imagining stuffs i see. prolly. i may never know what i saw. but oh well, im used to it. =)) =x hehe! okay. i miss my boyfriend lots and lots! and its gonna be a hell of a week cos im not gonna see him till 16th may! thats when all 'e destruction ends! hehe. destruction=exams!!!!! its this WEDNESDAY. followed by FRIDAY. and then, MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, FRIDAY! =XX then enjoy ah beb. ape lagi kan. hahaha. so today i dinch go to my sis gig. blah. nvm. 22nd can. =p so tomorrow is labour day and i have tuition then all the way from there it will be hardcore studying. haiz. stressified. what an ugly word. haha. =D okeh then. takecare to all and happy studying. shall not update so much from now on until exams end. byebye!

thoughts before me<3

2005-04-30T22:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 8th MONTHSERY to *_farhan&kyn_*

Heeloo. i had a great time today with my bayb. yerps! cancelled the sentosa trip and went to ECP cos it was wayyyy hot anyways. Overall it was just a great relaxing day for me and him. Looking at the tak-jadik-sunset and counting the stars high up in the sky. was just oh-so-lovely. hoping to spent loadss of months with him in years to come. insyallah. heeh! 68 pictures taken. haha. camwhore mah. =) Just wanna say that i love him loads. =))

shikyn and farhan @ ECP.

POSEEEE! =))

farhan !!!!!!

shikyn !!!!!!!

i take back everything i said.

2005-04-28T21:42:00.000-07:00

i had a crush on you.
it was ages ago.
and the feeling is still alive
inside me.
until the end of time.
can we make this last forever? (^.^)

ok, hello! =) days has pass by. exams are getting nearer. but how am i gonna study with such a bad headache? this is how sickening life can get! :D let me summarise today: fun. laughters. jokes. boring. tired. because friends=love. haha. okay sorry. im crapping. but its true! hehe. and thanks wada for recommending me this band. its sooooo pureee loveness! hehe. actually i heard their previous tracks ages ago. hahaha. but hey, they got a new album! wee. nicerr songs. hurggghh! i miss him LOADS. LIKE VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. okay. actually i wanted to make that longer but i think i'll stop.

You bring me out, show me light, I'm sorry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.
You carry through, you make me smile,
If it were you and me tonight,
I would tame the stars and save the brightest one for you...

* so stay away.

2005-04-25T21:46:00.000-07:00

my blog is being abandoned. heeeh. im patiently waiting for 11pm. thats when my baby stops watching the telly and call me. =) hehe. my bill is *drum roll* ONLY $69 !!!!! im SO proud. heee. =D it usually mount up to $100++. haha! so congrats kyn! u rawk! buahahaha!~ exams is cornering. shall only update when i have _*extra FREE TIME. =D goodluck to everybody sitting for the mid years. cheers to sweet revenge.

last but not least,
i love him!!!!!

its just 5 days away!

i'll be the last to go.

2005-04-22T13:31:00.000-07:00

hello! yes, its friday! like finally!! and i manage to go to skl FULLY for the past two weeks. kinda proud for that. hahakz! cos i alwaiis skip skl cos either im sick or just plain layzee/overslept! :D i've been quiet in class today. im down with a terrible headache ever since morning. haiz. im tired and _______ (fills in blank). seriously, i dont have the mood for anything anymore. :) this headache is killing me! .. sitting at home just increases my fats. so yeah bye. my blog is getting dead-ier.

thrashing down on me.

2005-04-21T18:57:00.000-07:00

"And tonight, I close my eyes and dream that he
is still the one, laying there beside me
I'd walk a thousand miles
I'd swim across the sea
What do I have to do, please just tell me.."

life just suck @ times.
but i just gotta be strong.
and not breakdown. =(
afterall, life IS unfair.
& im beginning to love
the feeling of being down.
goodbye. :)

"you're so beautiful.
i guess this is what i get."

//-editted.

going private @ LJ.

although some entries will still be FRIENDS ONLY.

hot lah kia!

2005-04-20T15:09:00.000-07:00

wow! the weather is effing hot!!!!!! -_-" somebody save me. hahas. no, the aircon will. hahaha.. so yeah, today again a cancelled plan! blueeehhh. lazy liao lah wokeh?? hahas! ahakz. crapp! anyway, skl was bored. malay teacher got angry for no apparent reason. i guess its her time of the month perhaps? hahass! im having it too so i get angry so easily! hahahaha... even just now in the morning.. :D pardon me for my actions. aiyo but u ought to get that. haha.. okehhh... im so farrkinng bored. u noe? i have yet to study!!!! why cant i feel the mood to study. blueh. im born to be lazy i guess. i cant wait for JUNE HOLIDAYS! you know why? cos i'm going to highlight my hair! hahaha.. yes prolly lah.. i already go for red, light brown, blue.. hahas.. shall try purple or prolly pink? hahaha.. dono lah eh.. still must wait for another 1 month plus! siianess! okeh im so hot. yes i noe im hot. hahaa not as in that lah. as in panas. :D sorry. i love talking to myself! blablabla!! okeh actually i bad mood already so yes, please fuck off. bye!! hurrgh.

GOODBYE SUCKERS!

today was a sleepy day =)

2005-04-19T16:20:00.000-07:00

heya. =D so, today was a very tired + sleepy day due to pe and english + bio ofcos! =) heheee. i pass my 2.4km!! hahaha. yay. the timing was 16 mins plus; i think or nearly 16mins. dono lah! don care! as long i pass, im in heaven. HAHA. cos the pe teacher really tortures you. heheh! thanks to the guys i pass! =D thankyou for the kacao-ing lah eh.. =p heeeehh. n i don care if i lari funny or not! buahaah.. cute mahh! =D during english & bio i almost fell asleep. my eyes were sooo tired. bleahss. boringg. baby didnt meet me today. hurrrghh. nevermind kyn! u're tired anyways. been missing him n loving him more each and every day! okeh im so bored now. my sis n de bf only ad hm.. siiann leii.. haiss! nevermind. go sleep okeh kyn? HAHA. im crayzeh toking to myself. okeh lah, some pictures for viewing pleasure. =)

me blank blank.

i wonder okeh?

me with my stupid tongue.

shikyn lah!

sorry! i have nothing to do. haha. ok bed time!

sundayy

2005-04-17T20:58:00.000-07:00

so today! planned last minute to go studying/homeworking with faeezah and wada. b4 that; i cut my bangs AGAIN! yah and thinned it abit. yah cut myself. =DD diy. haha! so.. met wada at esso busstop at about 115pm. then met faeezah @ tanah merah. then proceeded to changi airport. went to study at BK. yeah.. was studying peacefully with faeezah and wada when this group of so called "family" came. i tink its not family lah. ofcos its not! its a woman, 2 small kids and 2 guys. okay. hahaha.. then g0t this 1 guy. walao. FUCKING IRRITATING. PERVERTIC FLIRTY FREAK. ok enuff abt dat stoopid guy. hahas. so i couldnt do my hw in peace. he was looking at us the whole time. how stupid. okeh then, after i finish my social studies hw.. proceeded to mrt and took a train to orchard cos i wanted to get a bag.. went to far east, survey alot of stuff.. so cutee lah de shirts at collage. so nice! then went to retropage and saw this lovely vintage side bag! i just had to buy it! its so pretty! brown colour. bought it at a reasonable price($22.90). okeh right? :D i also bought a nice shirt dere. :D best! errr, i wanna buy that 24 bucks bikini! still havent buy it sia. tsk. i broke liao now. hahass.. left 10 bucks only.. :D ahhh i want alot of things lah! grrr! ok diam lah kyn. so after tt went to eat at LJS. =) den proceed back home. stopped at tanah merah then took bus no. 12. stopped at esso. then walked back home while on the phone with my bunny wabbyt.
okeh here are some peek-tures. enjoy baby!

wada & kyn. :D

wada. faeezah. kyn. [[mrt-

wada and me acting stuupiid. haha.

ms kynky say PEACEE! bye!

im only happy when it rains..

2005-04-15T13:37:00.000-07:00

HELLO! =D somebody help! the nyamok is back. and its so FAT. hehe. aiyaya. pls get rid of it. i spray liao. haha! =D anyway, just got back from skl about 20 mins ago. tired!! hehehhh. geography test was okay but hehhhhhh, im not so confident abt it. hahaha.. chem test was madness! hahahaha. everybody so funny. all copy2. -.- nyehehehe.. aiyasss. im so lazey to go out again later. must follow my sister cut hair. buahahass.. penat lah! so see how la later. :D okla. its a FRIDAY! ENJOYYY PEOPLEEE.

errr, n i got english essay to do.
aiya! lecehhh!

you're driving me craaayyyyyyzehhhhhh! =D =D

i love garbage!

2005-04-13T19:55:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha! my sis and my wada sayang will know why the fuck is it so hilarious during tuition time. =D hahahaha. screw it. i wanna change tutor! hahahaha. okehh enuff bout that. i elaborate already what happened at livejournal. *winks* sorry, i'm a nastee girl. anyway, im so loving garbage again! yerps. they're back with their new album! bleed like me! =D weeeee. i love her voice. so sexay! hahas. sorry im not les. i still love my gerard way. as in MINE. LOLS. =p wakhekheakkss. okeh okehh. so today was an okeh day. =) im still sick! its been 1 week 3 days. yes. HAAAAAAAAA. sorry if i was very noisy coughing the whole fucking day. u cant blame me honey.. hahaha... ahhhhhhh. i have so many tests coming up. shitty bang bang fucker doodle doo! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sorry im effing retarding already now. anyway, life has been shitty these days. but hey! i'll make the best of it. life is very interesting and im loving it. hahas. i love you you youuuuu!!! blearghhh.

hey, i dont even understand abit of chem.
hahahahaha... i know. you know.
ahhhh i tink my hp bill melambong over the moon and stars.
wooooo. best. haha. yay tmr thursday. then friday.
SATURDAYSUNDAY.weee.

im not ur baby girl.
ive done alot of things.
ive made mistakes.
i am not as pretty as the girls in magazines.
blablaa!

it feels so good to feel so sad.

2005-04-12T20:15:00.000-07:00

what a hectic tuesday. i blardy hate pe lessons. hadta run 3 rounds around the skl + 50 push ups + 50 sit ups. =.= i was dying i tell you. lol. still hafta run another 3 rounds next week; tuesday. gonna work my arse out. lol. hopefully, if im not sick. today i could hardly breathe. -.-! anyways, i'm starting to feel the nervous-ness of mid year exams liao. its just in 3 weeks time!! i hafta revise bio, chem, math, mly, eng, ge0g. n deres kazillions of chapters if m0unted up all togeda. my GOD! i feel like tearing all the exam papers. heeeh. but i do hope to get over it quickly! hiak hiak. but scary h0rh! =D tsk tsk. okeh kyn, d0n think too much lah youu, bitch! lols! tml i will be starting my tuition! yerpyerp! 5pm to 6.30pm. kinda excited to meet my tutor. sarah fernandez. (spelling?!) a GHURRL. wanted to get a b0y but my m0m says later i nv pay attenti0n! buahahas. n0ttyy ah my m0mm. think i 0nly l0ok ad de face. hahass. =p excited + shy. scared de tutor very fierce. =\ khekhex. aiyas! mr tay ah .. gila ah he. i dont have de maths wkshyt den he ask me d0 hw. -.-! gilaghilaa. =pp my b0dehh is all aching now. so painful all over. haiss. n0b0dy's g0nna be @ hm so0n. s0 siiann! quick lah kakak balekk!! hahaaa... okay i think today i nag too much cos im too bored right now and tireddddd!!! nyahahaha... okehh lahhh bye!!!

yeah

2005-04-11T21:36:00.000-07:00

and so school basically was b - o - r - i - n - g.
i tried my best to be awake.
and i'm soooooooo wreck.
u noe why? my voice is sengao.
due to block nose + coughing madness.
cool combo? i dont think so.

hey, i think i need more pictures.
baybeeeee, we should take more pictures lahhh! =D =D
okay digicam; this saturday okeh? mwuahz.

you let life get in your way...

=DD i l0ve uuuuu!

2005-04-10T11:54:00.000-07:00

and so yesterday...
My baby fetch me under my blk and we proceed to the interchange. in bus 28, my baby spotted zafran whu just board the bus. hahass! then of cos, we saw my bestiie ghurlphwend, wada! =DD heheee. so swyt lah both of dem. =) then went to mrt. yada yada. simei stop. yada yada. bugiis. went to swee lee and my baby bought epiphone guitar strap.. then headed to raffles.. yada yada.. ate mac there. i had fillet o fish and tea! =D hahass. yes, tea. i was soooo sick i tell ya. my eyes was all teary and my running nose was sooo dripping. hahasss. used so many packets of tissue. heheess. then went to 7 11 , bought 2 more packets of tissue. hahass! then headed to the jamming place. waited for fariq, haziq, hakem and zack. yada yada. went up. the mic and the guitar wasn't as good. cock up lorr. what do u expect ryt? its a jamming rm. -.-" yada yada... finish jamming then went to dhouby and slack first cos my baby was so tired.. then booked moviie tickets for Samara. yada yada. the moviie was worth the bucks. =) yepyepss... then blabla. went to tamp mrt. met sis and her boyf. then went back with her and split with her boyf. okeh lah thats all. i hafta go out later. bye!

i wish no one in my place.

2005-04-08T21:42:00.000-07:00

just finish watching Smallville. HEAVENESS. clark kent is so cute! louis lane is pretty! lana lang is hot! haha! im not being a lessy here okay. im straight. =) just stating a fact that those 2 girls are really pretty. :) hehe! so today was just spent lazing around at home. tv. eat. comp. books. heh. thats all. im pretty much sick. haiss. =) just took my medicine anyway. hehee.. today i was feeling pretty emo. prolly because i havent met my dear boyfriend for a week! but really, its driving me NUTS. yes; cause im so use in meeting him almost every single day .. and being apart from him just makes me feel so empty. he's been my bestfriend + boyfriend for more then 7 months so i just cant bare living a life without him! :D heeeee. sorry to make all of you hear me bragging about this. but i just love him. :) you cant blame me. heeeee. okehh. thats enough. i'll brag more about him if i continue yakyak-ing. =)

test my arms; kick like crayzeh.
i've been trying way too long.

internet is so slow..

2005-04-07T12:00:00.000-07:00

well halu there. i woke up at 640am feeling all feverish all over AGAIN. the flu is still there. the cough is still there. the headache is still there. haiss. so i said to my mom i wasnt feeling well.. so at about 830am i bath. about 9 am+ i went out to the polyclinic. yes, POLYCLINIC. i didnt go to my priv doc cos i just went there a day ago with 2 days mc. so as i was saying, i waited for the doctor for so long. my god. the room 3 doctor was really a pain in the throat(yes throat, not ass) cos i was coughing like 24/7 till i almost wanna vomit. -.- after about 2 hours+ of waiting, i finally went it. yerrps, i got 1 day mc. 1 day ONLY. i doubt i'm gonna feel better by tml. haiss. the fever is having on and off. weee. baby's playing for me songs on his ELECTRIC GUITAR. so ACTION KIA. +rolls eyes+ +sticks out tongue!+ so maybe i'll be going to the malay workshop later on @ 230pm if any of my friend's call me. :) as usual, i love you and your voice, baby! :P

blazee..

2005-04-06T15:14:00.000-07:00

still coughing like a mad pig. oink. yeah. my lungs hurt. =( i'm still having my fever. haiss. school was goddamn boring. i finally hand in my art pieces. all completed. its gonna rain soon. im so sleepy. i'm so sick of being tired and so tired of being sick. can you hear my blog song?

ms tay said my hair was too brown/red? is it?
I JUST DYED IT BLACK FOR GODSAKES.
ARE U BLIND?

baby got his epiphone. congrats.
i'm jealous. HAHA. <333.

kbye.

//editted @ 0813pm
he action ah! got epiphone; never message me one! haiss! :P hahas! eh how to archive ah? anyway, new layout n song. (:
and, my fever & cough is getting worse. blahs!
blasting to saosin now. okaylah. thats all.
enjoy! terras lovelies~

bahhh

2005-04-05T23:01:00.000-07:00

bahsss! just finish doing my art. i did the collage of symbols and also i drew quinn! he is just so effing hot! :D :D the fever is still there. haiss! so sick! but i hafta go to school tomorrow to pass up my art pieces. :( been 3 days since i'm sick. haissss. dono liao lahss! okay now i on the phone with my cute lil mr punkrock! buahaha.. oklaaa.. he so cutee.. kkbyebye..

oh so very.

2005-04-05T11:16:00.000-07:00

Change of layout. i find this layout effing cute and creative. :D hey! its not wrong for a 15yr old grrl to take this kinda layout right? hahass! its so colourful. and hey, i'm still having my fever and sorethroat. this is killing me. not you. =)

well, i pray hard.
hopefully nothing bad happens.
goddddddddddddd. :(

im loving thirteen senses. :D

you suck big time lah.

2005-04-04T12:07:00.000-07:00

Good Noon people. Mom woke me up at 6am today. she thought i was feeling okay but guess what? i'm not. the sorethroat is getting more worst and so is the fever. since yesterday i've been sick. so i slept back. about 10am+ , she woke me up again asking me to go to the doctor. so i woke up, bath, ate tuna sandwich + hot milo then get ready to go to the doctor. mygawd. it was SO COLD. yepyeps. its raining so heavily. even now it is. LOL. the doctor said my throat was very red. he also gave me medicine for my headache, running nose, sorethroat and fever. (: Of course, plus 2 days of mc. he said i should feel better by wednesday. hopefully aight? (: anyways, sister thinned my hair yesterday. its soo not messy now. but i always make it look messy. haha. just found out daniel dinch go to school too! hahass! overslept only he!! he needs an alarm clock!! hahaha. :P okay. remember me to get back my digicam from faeezah. haha. i always forget. okays. wanna eat lunch then medicine.. and i guess next will be the BED! hahass. terras lovelies! :D

//editted @ 0714pm
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kindly add me @ burned_thots.
THANKS. =)

mcr

2005-04-03T18:25:00.000-07:00

sorethroat and the feeling of feverish is hitting me. DIE.
=xxxxxxx

ps:// i want to eat. gdbye.

say goodbye.
kyn =)

too lazy

2005-04-02T23:49:00.000-08:00

Hello. Saturday was gerrrr-reddd. okay not so, its normal. haha. spent a day @ town with tr33haus kids + bf*. my bf* is so cute with the ice cream thing. *winkiie* met awlot of ppl too today. =) i'm too lazy to elaborate any further cos my fingers are tired. waiting for my bayb to finish eating. SO LAMBAT. haha.

would you marry me?
would you bury me?
would you carry me?
to the end.

the ghost of you

2005-04-02T13:27:00.000-08:00

Hello. =) I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH THE EMILY STRANGE LIMITED EDITION EPIPHONE GUITAR!!!!!! so fucking nice. -.- i'm so cold. my body is aching all over. i couldn't sleep last night. thanks to OCH that i almost cried. alot of things that i shouldn't have see. i don't ever wanna see it again. too frightening. dont ajak me go there again okay? hehs. i say like this but next tym i still go sia. but i hope i dont. okay; so long and goodbye.

i love farn !

YOU'RE NEVER COMING HOME.

pitiful

2005-03-31T10:30:00.000-08:00

Hello! morning peoplesss. didn't go to skewl today cos i was feeling abit sick. flu and sorethroat. blahss. i'm so freezing ad home. so bored. blahs. sorry people i never go to skewl. :D its soooooooooo cold!!!!!!! hahax. friendster abit kaysiao liao now. hehs. wth. neway, i editted my mr punkrock pic yesterday. :D nth to do mah.

enjoy!<3.
tml april fools. HAHA. :P

<3333

2005-03-30T15:49:00.000-08:00

First off; HAPPY 7 MONTHS OF HEAVENLY LOVE to my BABY!

:D:D:D i love him to bits! weeee. hehehx. i`m in search of a new specs. i wanna find unique one lei.. haiz. i'll have to do some searching then when i have the time! blahs! :P ne way, my classmates very irritating yet funny. they just love disturbing me! i tired already wanna pinch2 actually. HAHA. :D i love my friends. LOLS. so siianx. decided not to go out today cos i'm feeling abit sick. -_-" i hope i'll be fine by tml. if not, i'm not coming again. hehs. every thursdays and fridays suck actually. the lessons are oh-so-boring and i can really sleep when standing or sitting down. lolss. so FRIDAY how? confirm? not confirm? do keep me update okiie you guys. its pouring since 120pm till now. the weather is just so nice for me to get into bed and SLEEP! alahaiz. besok mdm sugu masok lah..
i-so-dont-like-it.. i'm tired. i'm feeling lazy. i'm feeling cold. i'm feeling... you.
okay dah merepek. aku dah start hayal. haha.. oklah. byebye.

i love my boyfriend. you know?

wokey.

2005-03-29T19:49:00.000-08:00

Hello! school was a boredom; as usual. tml wednesday liao. yay. then thurs n fri n im done. buahahaha.. :D jus woke up from my sleep.. so tired .. :P buahaha.. ms chia was being a bitch just now. its because of irritating people like leonard that i got fucking shouted at. eee i hate her face. haha!! lolx. okla. im so hungry.

i LIE for ONLY you .
i love HIM .

freakingly..

2005-03-28T18:29:00.000-08:00

"Its just one of those things you'll hafta get over it."

hewlow. Monday bluez. boredom. hehx. idiotic people all around. nothing much to say. everything's so lagging and freakingly crapp. goodbye.

<3you mr punkrock.

mwuackz.

twomoredays<333..

jamming.

2005-03-27T21:41:00.000-08:00

Hello. followed tr33haus kids jamming today. i must say they have talents. :P cheh. hahax. after that, farhan and me split up with them. went to tampines. got sth to eat first then smoke time and movie. watch the eye 10. funny + merepek show. waste my money. hahax. i also saw naz and his friends. BLUEEEK. hahax. blablah. he sent me home again. soooooo sweeeeet.
:D i l0rve hym l0adx. <33

wee

2005-03-27T00:11:00.000-08:00

had a fun day with farn @ town. terserempak afyz and his friends too. lolx. anyway great time. my baby is so sweet! he sent me home today. buahahaha. like he always does. muacks! :P
cheers.

// some pixx .
. for viewing pleasure //

ENJOY. sorry if UGLY.
muke-muke merepeks. hahax.
:D :D <33

brutalised*me

2005-03-25T14:59:00.000-08:00

Hello. aloha people. HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY! :D today i think i've no plans. BLAHS. so sianz. but nevermind. i took 30 mins to complete my bowl of porridge today. hahax. =p "unique"; remember ? :P heheee! only YOU know. the rest all dono so keep quiet okay. :P i think i only have one maths worksheet for weekends hw. havent even done it! lolx. :DD

oooh yeah, i wanna change my layout! -.- my boyfriend is just too lazy to do one for me. blueks. i'm lazy too. so where to go? blogskins lah dey! haha!

i am so in love with my m r p u n k r o c k
........... over and over again!

nyeheheh..

2005-03-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Today, =funcore. even though nothing much happen. Met my best buds and also my mr gila . hehe.. went to buy food to eat. SO HARD. hahax. =p

okla. bye.

i want to give you the grace that hit me.

=)

2005-03-23T22:51:00.000-08:00

Coward, the next time you want to f*** me over stab me in the front
Can I still see my future in your eyes
Or can I picture myself stone dead in your embrace
And your cruel crimson red smile kills me quietly
No one could have their moments free from your withering touch...
f*** off like you're the only one who has ever cried or been broken by love
Spare me your pity party drunk off your own misfortunes
Wallowing in your blissful melancholy
Can you taste my blood?
You knew that this would kill me but you carried on and on with your selfish sh**.
Everyone cared about you why couldn't you
Instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver linings...
Burnt down my world, you killed my hope
Spread out the ash and walked away
How could you just close off your eyes...
Turn tail and run, you are the greatest coward
Coward
Damn right I am still pi**ed...
Next time I see you we will see who has the upper hand
Kiss my fist. Taste the floor. Tired of your games... f*** off goodbye

enjoy the lyrics bitches. *wInk*
you cant blame me for being too cute!
BUAHAHAHAHAHA.
KISS MY ARSE, YOU.
LOL.

2005-03-22T22:20:00.000-08:00

i'm purely tired. i got a feeling i'm gonna be sick soon. =( my body is aching all over. haiz. tomorrow-wednesday is gonna be PURE BOREDOM again. hehx. anyway, my art prep salah buat plak so i redo it just now. I finally draw gwen's picture. she's so pretty. i need another idol. its either gonna be the killers vox or greenday vox. cos.. they have 1 thing in common. ;P they're *cute* hehex! gonna draw that some other time. got 3 weeks to complete everything for art! should be able to finish it on time! i've finish doing my bio tys n chem tys(still half way sia) and my maths too. my fingers so tired. i really think putumayo is COOL. (: style siak. <3>

JHASIGYGYQFUckyou.

blah

2005-03-22T15:08:00.000-08:00

I think school is extremely boring today. i could just fall asleep. infact i did during biology period and got yelled at. lolx. i can even sleep by just sitting down. LOL. today=boredom. haiz. so tired. =( goodbye.. do tag my blog.. pure boredom..

nyehhhehehe.

2005-03-21T15:44:00.000-08:00

blahx. just came backk. :D tired. today was BOREDOM. SO many hws not done. hehx. haven even do my art. i'm tired and so sleepy. slept late last night. i'm becoming a panda soon. am i? hehs!

happy 15th birthday dear wada! muacks! dah 15 dier.

trimmed my bangs anyway.. so rimas..

naahaaha

2005-03-20T22:19:00.000-08:00

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haha todae didnt go out.. but do hmwk and chat wif sin whole day onnnly.. sin cyute. LOL. but i cuter.. =D

:D :D remember this entry? buahahaha. :P

rasta reggae romp

2005-03-20T01:05:00.000-08:00

rasta reggae romp2, was okay. first off, started the day by meeting Sin first then went off to meet kem n usop at Bedok Mrt. Then proceeded to Esplanade. Met alot of my friends and finally sat down with john and friends. When to meet my sista to pass the vid cam tape. then went into the crowd to myt shaq n fara. skank2. hahax. mepek lorr. l0lx. thankx kem for jaga-ing my bag. =p blablablaaaaaaaaaa. met alot of ppl laaa. walao. i also cannot remember the names sia!! hahax. but they know me, so nvm laa. :D hehe. its been a long time since i dance seh. so i think i dance very the merepek lor. hehehh.. nvm la eh.. then after the gig we go buy drinks all. then go toilet. then mrt. then go to the coffee shop near tamp north to drink water again. bahs. then went back home. seperate ways with usop n kem. waited for 28 with sin. wahhhhhhhhhh sket pey lamerrrrrrrrrr. hahahah. so went back home! nobodys home! mom just reach back tho. sis is not back yet~ neways, enjoy! bye.

baaaaaaa

2005-03-19T13:15:00.000-08:00

bored. sister bandmates coming over in 15 mins.
i havent bath. i better get on going.
rasta reggae romp for me again. (: okay thats all.
<3>

hate u i

2005-03-17T12:54:00.000-08:00

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight

i`m in love with HELENA; mcr.
actually from last time. LOLS.
i LOVE the vid. so g0thic & unique. (:

you i hate.
hate i you.
i hate you.

nyehs. byebye.

heh

2005-03-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

No need to say a word
Yeah boy it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That women just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me

haiz. another day of town again for me tml.

add

2005-03-13T22:15:00.000-08:00

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and yes; thanks everyone for telling me i'm losing my mind. xD

sunday

2005-03-13T15:46:00.000-08:00

sunday boring day! hehe. wanted to go out but was lazy and since its family day, i rather stay at home and rot. then tmr i'll go out and shop. chey rhyme! i'm born to write rhymes lar dey. heheeex. i hope khai can giv me the marlboro red tmr! hehex. ok no idea what to wryt. shall do my malay mindmap today. so maths and chem can go campak one corner ok? haha. eh i wanna go simple plan concert! whu wanna go with me? (: 50 bucks per tix. free standing and its on 30th march;wed. IF WANNA GO WITH ME, SMS OR PM! haha! k bye.

CHEH! ADE ORANG TU DAH MOVE ON SEH! hehe! toldcha!~

LOVE; KYN KONG // SSSKIIN // WHATEVER NICKNAME! =P

(::

2005-03-12T22:57:00.000-08:00

Heya. my saturday went like this.
went out with az and habil to watch hitch. sorry naz cos i couldn't follow you to laselle for the interview. and sorry hakim, us0p n sheikh c0s i nv g0 m0vie wid ya guys! (: after hitch, went to suntec. walk2 to find az stupid c0ntacts.. bt in the end nv buy. =p then g0 delifrance and eat. then mr cheena saw me bt nvr teg0. haiyo. -_- hahax. after that.. went to take a cab to tampines inter. i dropped off first. habil and az go straight home. i met hakem and us0p @ small mac. then we g0 take bus 28 n they send me h0me c0s hakem want the earph0nex. went d0wn, slacked awhile with them and mr cheena call me. talk2 with him. till now. okay. wanna bath. cia0x! =p

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY HAKIM. (: SWEET 15.

mimpi yang sempurna

2005-03-12T12:06:00.000-08:00

Morning peoplex!! (: been busy these days with people! hahax. well yest c0nf wif naz, rusydah, az n his fren. nyeheh. woots. tired. g0ing 0ut later wif az all. w0w. i'm downloading alot of movies sia. hitch, son of the mask, spongebob squarepants the m0vie n also sch of rawk. cos kena do c0mpo and i L0ST MY FUCKING DVD. -.- s0 i nid to dl to recap de wh0le st0ry. bahx! i heard there's T0NS of hw. wow. i think teacher crazy, only 1 wk h0liday sak. bukanyer 1 m0nth! haha. giler pey tcher. ok i on the phone liao. pagi2 dah busy. ( quoted from az ) nyahaha.

warmness on the soul.

2005-03-11T18:16:00.000-08:00

Weeee hello. w0ke upx late t0day c0s slept late yest due to conferencing wid hakem n us0p. nyehehx! b0red. stayed the whole day @ home. warlao. i tried drawing gwen stefani for my art but it was SO HARD! i only manage to draw the eyebrows and the eyes. the n0se, lips, shape of face all hard. CB. & i give up half way. g0nna re draw it sometime later when i have inspiration. [ cheh ] well well, the 1 week holiday is finally here. ALAH! 1 WEEK AJER! =( sad sey. BLAHX! i am oh-so-blardy bored. naz and his friend just put down the phone. hahax. the friend kacao2 only. grrr. eh bored la sia! fucker doodle dooo. outs!

GuYs AnD gIrLs WhU tYpE lYk ThIs iS sO blArdY iRriTaTinG.

you think its cool. but actually, its not. (:

eh my hair pink streaks tau!
jgn main2! HAHA.
ok i lied. =p

sephia

2005-03-10T19:24:00.000-08:00

any idea on what lip piercing stud/ring i should buy for myself?
bahx. place and price pls. (: thanx!

tmr is friday! i`m n0t gonna g0 to skl i guess. havent even done my art. hahax. malass. (: bahx i`m hungry. dan refused to buy pizza for me. bluekx! bigberrd! nyehx. sian lei. so little people online and chatting with me. i just cant wait for next week so i can dance! hahax. nyeh nyeh. b o r e d to the m a x. must stock up on ciggs liao. hee!

i guess; people change. (:

byebye!

l0vex, kyn-*

sucky.

2005-03-10T11:59:00.000-08:00

Today`s a bitch. i w0ke up in da m0rning kn0wing i had my peri0d. i went 0ut n forg0t t0 bring my menses panadol. then, in school... the monster peri0d cramps came. my gawd, seri0usly.. it was blardy PAINFUL. you GUYS, should be glad that you d0nt have menses. hahaha. i cried. yes. funny right. well, its not funny when u hav it! nyahaha. its a blardy fucker. menses= bad mood + cramps. so, sorry if i didnt layan any of y0u. i even sh0uted here n there. =D
i went off from skl about 11am. t0ok the bluu f0rm n ask d tcher to sign.
some chinese boys asked me wad happen all tt. eh so cute sia. hahax. thanks to rusydah, wada and faeezah for helping me out! i love u la! haha.
well, i h0pe i can sit for the paper at 230pm. shall go for it if my cramps st0p abit. its still fuckinggggggg painful. i fucking hate fucking periods. wanna rest! bye!

now i know whats wrong. =P

nyaaaaaahh.

2005-03-09T19:19:00.000-08:00

well. today`s day went like this. afta skl, i go find my pe teacher to retake my napha. yup, the shuttle run. awhyl only. then wait for faeeza take her POA paper. then i went off home. wash up, change. went downstairs to meet muhsan. waited for haikal and syafiq to get 0ut. s0 late. then slack at mac cos i was hungry. so eat eat eat, until bonchet.. then went to the same blk upstairs to smoke. i rang the dono hu`s doorbell. haha! smoke finish liao then go down the lift and i kick and made it jammed. haha. i passed. not like sum ppl. haha. then g0 bck mac. t0ilet. saw some of my friends. then cia0.. g0 h0me.. take my ss bks. and met muhsan again under his blk to study. tried to study but cant. end up taking pictures and ate black pepper spaggeti. yums. thanx muz mother! nyaha. then harez, ain, fahmy and his another friend came by.. walao.. so noisy. disruptive sia. they play2 with my f0ne lar what lar. then i pinch each of them until they sh0ut2. =) stoopid. haharx. blahblahhh. then went home at 7pm. =) is this entry l0ng enuff? hehex. ok. i`m done! sorry ar entry v.lame. byebye.

bonchet sia aku..

mac day.

2005-03-08T19:13:00.000-08:00

Hello! I tthink i`m g0nna flunk alm0st ALL c0mm0n test papers. BAH. screw me. hahax. the ge0g paper was hard as i didnt had a chance to study. haiya. arsee. mamp0z ah. well, g0nna hav tuition so0n.. mygawd... haiz. so lets get back to the story! after malay comm0n test, which was fuckingly hard. i think for the first tym, i`m gonna flunk that too. =( kk after that g0 mAc with muhsan, kem, syafiq n haikal. sat there. blahblahblah! then elfie n usop came by. blablabla. then g0 sm0ke awhile wid them at this d0no whad blk. then head home. eh the pe teacher irritating sey. ask me take the napha test tmr after skl c0s i cann0t play pe just n0w. wtf. i g0t asthma ryt. u want me to run and die half way issit. haiyo!!! i want ask my mom wryt letter ah. l0lx. yawn! okla. on the phone liao.. byebye....

well

2005-03-06T20:59:00.000-08:00

Nyeheh! fawwaz is a real damn cyutie arse baby! =P heeeeex. after nenekx h0use, went to century square awhile. i b0ught a l0veleyy pendant and 2 hp strapx. cute2 one lei. never sh0ppx arrhx c0s n0thing interest me!! BAHX. walk2 at CS then went to buy pure ch0cx @ coffee bean afta my m0mmy b0ught her sh0es. nyeheh.. after that, my dad fetch my m0m~ they wanna g0 haig r0ad.
-seperate ways- so me and my sis.. went to TM and walk ard again! hahax. t0ok st0opid ne0prints. veh funny xia the pics my sis n me to0k. nyehehx! thankx to de small chi b0ii whu ruined my c0nc when taking it! GRRR!! neways, after that.. t0ok a cab t0 tamp marrt and ate at kopitiam. saw han wei there too! hehee! ok dah. aku penat lah. =) i dont know where my social studies file went. yey for me.

i had a terrible nightmare.

almost

2005-03-05T21:48:00.000-08:00

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

=)

2005-03-05T15:51:00.000-08:00

=) well. happy saturday. it aint that happy for me. i hav loads of hw to finish up, and also studying! blahs. havent finish though . still got loads to go through. bahx. so hungry sia. =( haiz! my garrlic bread just hangos. !!!!!! grrr. i forgot to took it out of the oven. kwangx3! =p my sis noisy ah play electric guitar. -.-

you love me but you don`t know who i am.

heartbroken. a bleeding heart. GET IT BITCH?

ok i type all no meaning.

bye.

nyeh

2005-03-04T21:08:00.000-08:00

to the guy or girl who smsed me.. don`t be stoopid lar. wanna threaten give out my number inirc. don`t merepek about you wanna kenal2. and about me and him. its none of your fucking business to know la.. mind ur own business okay. thankiuu! hahax. well, finished doing my maths. left abt 4 quests. i lazy wanna crack my brains! hahax. errr.. like alot of hw eh. malas aku. haharrs. so tomorrow no more shopping. damn! well, applied tuition already cos i think he may haf no time to teach me when he`s schooling. waiting for the reply. hahas. sunday gonna meet my fawwaz darling. sho cute lah he. geram aku tgk pipi dier.

omg. acceptance melts me.
the voice is so............ melting me.

bad mood.

2005-03-03T19:57:00.000-08:00

my thursday started out with me being moody. i woke up late. had to rush in the shower. but manage to be in school on time at 720am. CME lesson was fucking borringg. i almost fell asleep but i control my eyes. Then; maths lesson was boredom to hell. i didn't quite understand the quadratic equations but manage to get my answers right. so what the hell. the boring day i had was continued by malay period, english and biology. I was sooooooooooooo fuckingggg irritated by leonard followed by some guys in class. irritating cuntbugs. serious ah. haha. Monster tay gave me hell of a time during the maths remedial. she very fussy sia. nb cb. mane tak aku bad mood lagikan. warlaoo. Then around 220pm it started to rain.. but i still went home to put my heavy bag and manage to go out around 240pm for the mly workshop. irritating siar today. but luckily, the workshop i never bad mood ah cos i chill already. huergh. but now, walao. hw sket peh banyak seii. cheebye. i wanna study for my common test also no time!
kanina fuck ah. fuck friendster and fuck youu. =)

okay. aku dah happy. =)
yay! bye.

wednesday.

2005-03-02T15:13:00.000-08:00

school was as per normal. nothing much to describe. hahax. =p lessons were deadly boring. i don`t even understand a single thing of bio/chem. gonna give up on science man! cheebye. i don`t fucking know where is my chem 10 year series book. either somebody stole it or i`ve already pass it up. i don`t fucking have a clue. hmmx. after skl, went to smoke awhile. bah. my mom knows i start smoking back already. she ask me why got lighter in my jeans all. hahax. then i smile. hahax. then i say to her hard to stop smoking. she advise me on stuffx then dah. no scolding though. haha! sorry mummy. =p loveu
was browsing through my crappified folder and found a picture.
so i was bored and i editted it. =) enjoy eyecandy.

in your magical illusion world.- shikyn.

hahax. black&white.

well.

2005-03-01T20:34:00.000-08:00

hello. school was b o r i n g. after school, went to TM with wada, faeeza, rusydah n muhsan. intend to buy rusydah`s sisterbf present but tak jadi loh. saw samantha @ craft and... haha! the chinese guy at craft wearing the pink shirt was cuteee! it turns out to be sam`s cousin. hahax. so cute!! Then went to LJS to eat. Saw asyraf and the gang. ex - esss. Then head home with wada. to0k 28 and i saw shaq. hahax. so i walk with her and went home through leisure park instead. reached home. wash up. & sleep. Sis`s bf just left my place. bah. at last i got the comp. hahax. bye.

korang korang; if visit aku nye blog, please tag. jangan shy shy. tak good. hahax. what a corrupt version of malay + english! NYAHA.

happyfirstofmarch. :)

tired.

2005-02-28T23:07:00.000-08:00

wakaoz. i just reach home. so tired and headachy. -.- so today was O levels results. Met the usual seniors! miss them loads. they look so cute and pretty (boys&girls lah) hahax. don worry. i not les. talk with them awhile. congrats to those whu did well or at least able to get into poly. =p i still have a long way to go. reached home, bath & change. then met him. otw to mrt station saw naseha, artilia, and etc la. al0t la. hahax. exchanged smiles. nyeheh. well, life is still moving on . . bah. common test coming so0n.. i dono can cope anot.. and thanx to i dono hu who called me at 615am. haha. private no. thanx ah. 0ne alarm jus to get me awake. call me again tmr k. hahax. okla bye.

wanna munch. i dono whats up with me. haha.

and a nyahaha.

2005-02-27T19:15:00.000-08:00

oh oh. i never study for my social studies. i tried though. haha. but it just wouldn't go inside my head. omg. why the fuck does the nyamoks never wanna go away?!!! fuck it man!! byk siol kene gigit. pukimak dier lah. anyways, i don understand a thing about the maths worksheet. so hafta sleep early today and go to school early tomorrow. hopefully i never overslept ok? haha. pls wake up call me at 0615am. ANYBODY. haha. hmm. yummys! my sis and mom is doing da prawn thingy with the tepong. yums. prawns rawks! hahax.. waiting for dinner to be served. i'm hungry again and i`m getting bonchet-er! help! haha. sit ups loh. whatelse kan. hahaxx. ok bye bitch.

perhaps.

2005-02-26T23:00:00.000-08:00

hello =) so today i went to orchard with rusydah. went to far east and i bought a pretty sling bag from 77th street and my lovely purple shades! IN LOVE WITH IT! hahax. blablabla. smoke for awhile then blablabla then home.

to y0u; go on. hate me all u want. i never did say i like him. you misunderstood me. you`re blaming me now. its okay. as long as it makes you feel better. =) fuck everything. i just wanna be alone. fuck me.

back.

2005-02-25T19:44:00.000-08:00

i`m backk. yes, back from nafa(art sch). the sch was like wow. i love art as you can see. the art courses under fashion, photography & jewellery is so beautiful. like WOW! hahax. & also, my oh my the guys and girls there are so fashionable. dila and me is in love with a girl`s hair! haha! =x so after exploring the art sch, reach school back around 6pm. Went to Macdonald`s with wada and rusydah. Suprisingly saw hakem, sheikh & haikal there. so ate there and chit chat. nyaha. steam kaper~ haha! LOL N LOL N LOL. =Pp ar0und 7pm; wada, rusydah and me went off first cos was tired. today is such a boring day.

stop doing what ure doing okay .
i know what it leads to .
thanks .

blah and BLah and BLAH!

2005-02-25T13:49:00.000-08:00

Hello! =D t0day was s0o boring. i think one day if i never kena scold tak sah sial. haha. who cares anyway. can`t wait f0r m0nday so i can see the ex-esss back! miss their smiles. =] gonna go for the nafa (art sch) later.. accompany wada. anyway my h0use is so noisy! my neighbour renovating. i stress sia hear. haha. and i stress about the nyamoks oso. so gatal!! hmphhh. not sure whether i'm going 2 jas chalet or not. if i come back in time, i go okay. sayang jasmine! haha. =) i`m moving on in life..

your just t0o cute .

i don`t need this .

okay bye nak siap.

*wInk*

kyn is back.

2005-02-24T22:09:00.000-08:00

Hello baby! Kyn is back with a new private blog. =) anyway, i overslept today. fuck it man. i'm really really sorry hakim!! i ought to get a scolding from you tomorrow. -_-" huergh. hahass. anyway, i went for the malay workshop after waking up. very boring indeed. listen to mp3 and i compose a very dirty horny composition. 1 paragraph only.. cos i had no fucking idea what to write about. anyway, the book the writer gave us was really dirty and full of crappx! =Pp
Life is okay. trying hard to cope with everything. common tests are coming soon and oh my.. i'm beginning to slack on Maths. and i don`t fucking understand chem and bio. fuck it. =)